Category: stalking

Don’t make me pull out the big guns….

I didn’t want to put that extra php code in my header to block troll proxies, but now I have to.  Though troll activity on my blog is significantly smaller, they’re still at it.  One of them looked at my contact pages and followed my Twitter, so I knew it was a troll just from her profile.

Why?  What’s with these psychos?  Why have they targeted me?

 

 

Found some code to block proxy servers

I hope to only need it temporarily: Most of the time, there is no need to block proxies.  But my trolls have started using them to get around my blocks.

Great, I just picked up at least 20 new stalkers!  😀

This is why I keep my identity locked up on the Net: because of crazy people like these trolls seem to be.  Even my domain name is locked up tight, so nobody can search out the owner on WHOIS.

This is also one reason why I stuck with self-hosted after almost going to Wordpress.com: I have a whole bunch of tricks to round up these stalkers and kick them out.  And yeah, they’re still trying to get in.

 

Improving….

Ever since I blocked the Unnamed Blogger (UB) last night, I’ve been getting steadily better.  I still suffer from physical effects of last week’s anxiety, but I can concentrate better on other things now.  I could swear this past week has been a blur; it feels like Tuesday was yesterday.  It’s been a blur of fear and anxiety.

As I told my husband, it feels just like when my narc abusers found my blog and threatened me, all over again.  The constant fear and dread of what will happen next, every move you make being watched.  But since I blocked UB, UB has made no attempt to come back in through other means.  So far.

Just knowing someone else can affect me like this, tells me UB is definitely a narcissist, turned into one by all that hatred of narcissists.  Yet another reason not to let hate of the narc consume you.

I hope that will be the end of it now.  I have so much on my plate: my dad’s health declining, house repairs, a cat who probably has cancer but we can’t afford the CAT scan to be sure ($1000!), church fundraiser, primary election, plus all the registration etc. for a child going back to school soon.

I don’t have time or space in my head for a new stalker.

It actually makes me feel a weird sort of fondness for my own pet stalkers, since at least they turned into just a little buzzing in the background.  They’ve been well-behaved for years now.  😉