Following are all the posts I’ve written in the course of healing from the narcissistic abuse described here; oldest posts are at the bottom:
- An “incident” with a friend that turned out very differently than Richard and Tracy September 29, 2021
- Confirmed: Richard lied about Executive Order January 5, 2021
- Friends & pod people & Christians wanting power & Weimar Prussia August 10, 2020
- Thought I’d recognize the 10-year-anniversary, but it slipped right by me. July 21, 2020
- Happy 8-Year Stalking Anniversary… May 19, 2020
- Richard/Tracy, have you stopped the abuse? March 8, 2020
- Reflections on healing from abuse in the past decade December 24, 2019
- Lawmakers: Change WI loophole that lets children be placed with abusers (like Richard) December 20, 2019
- What Richard Told Me about border guards: Investigating its Truth September 16, 2019
- Cuddling, narcissistic recovery, and nonsexual affection: August 26, 2019
- Repost: The long, dark night of my soul as I doubt God exists–because my spiritual mentor betrayed me May 5, 2018
- Reblog: Sociopaths rule America — but there’s an easy way to identify them. | Lucky Otters Haven April 12, 2018
- Reblog: Narcissists, Phones and Your Right to Privacy March 30, 2018
- Anniversary: 10 years since Richard moved in: Letter to Narcissist ex-friend October 5, 2017
- This “winning” over narcissists is not really winning April 23, 2017
- “The violent intimidate the gentle”: I found this poem on “my” narcissists March 25, 2017
- Healing from abuse by friend: “Our movie” no longer stings July 10, 2016
- Former FBI special agent on right-wing extremism–and my ex narcissist-friend June 23, 2016
- Life is good now: Looking back at 6 years ago June 16, 2016
- Comfort in not being alone dealing with my narcissist abusers June 3, 2016
- Tracy Sighting…. April 7, 2016
- Now my church is officially merging with my abusers’ church….. March 12, 2016
- Had another one of those dreams this morning…. (forgiveness?) December 3, 2015
- As of tomorrow, it will be two months since my stalkers’ last visit here…. November 23, 2015
- Ten years since I first met my abusers….. November 3, 2015
- My Priest has retired–and realizing my church no longer connects to my narcissist June 28, 2015
- Lesson on friendship learned from All in the Family June 5, 2015
- Some thoughts on my sociopathic stalkers as I revise an old post…. April 18, 2015
- The payoff of sharing my abusers’ sociopathic e-mail: Part 2 of my “Stalked” series has been pinned March 26, 2015
- Marking an anniversary: reporting my bullies to Social Services March 5, 2015
- For the first time in five years, my once-friend Richard, February 23, 2015
- Reflecting on A Year Ago…. December 8, 2014
- Two and a half years ago, …. September 28, 2014
- Running my abusers’ e-mail through the narc decoder September 14, 2014
- Warning: Freeloading houseguests could be “legal residents” of your house September 7, 2014
- Recovery from Abuse: A Fun, Peaceful Evening Spent with Real Friends August 23, 2014
- Reblog: 5 Sneaky things Narcissists do to take advantage of you August 9, 2014
- As I revise and sticky old posts on abuse, I realize: Now it’s about the writing July 30, 2014
- When our abusers get honored: Dang newspaper tells me about my abusers July 24, 2014
- Wondering just how many of Richard’s stories were lies…. July 13, 2014
- Fighting the Darkness: Slightly shaken at church today March 30, 2014
- Different kinds of abuse–same feelings: How Mark Driscoll reminds me of Tracy, Phil, and others March 11, 2014
- So Chris has re-friended me on Facebook…. March 11, 2014
- Cribbage, Richard’s ongoing legacy, and long live the Forum February 23, 2014
- Fighting the Darkness: A little thing that made me almost tear up…. February 11, 2014
- Things to make you go hmmmm…. January 5, 2014
- The healing of getting it all out January 3, 2014
- The Snuggle House in Madison: How sad to see this close because of closed minds December 30, 2013
- NVLD: I just don’t understand people December 7, 2013
- Re-evaluating if I had PTSD or Complex-PTSD December 1, 2013
- Oh Stalkers, Why Do You Creep? (To Creepy Blog Stalkers) November 27, 2013
- Saving your letters is not one bit “creepy”: one of the ways I got gaslighted November 13, 2013
- Fighting the Darkness: Coming out of the darkness, or, life without narcissists October 19, 2013
- On venting to others about husband/wife, ie, how Richard put me into an impossible position October 14, 2013
- Song for my narcissistic stalkers: Free by VAST September 27, 2013
- An Excellent Article on Emotional Abuse September 19, 2013
- Proof my stalkers have backed off from trying to intimidate me September 7, 2013
- Another person who gets why we blog about our abuse/stalking experiences September 3, 2013
- How and when I first realized Richard was a false friend August 22, 2013
- It’s Gone. The Depression is Gone! August 17, 2013
- Struggling to Trust Again After Being Discarded by Loved Ones July 28, 2013
- Trudging Through Five and a Half Years of Hell…..Do I See Light Up Ahead? (Surviving Depression After Abuse) July 22, 2013
- My stalkers are persistent little buggers, just visited yesterday, but I’m not afraid of seeing them here anymore:….. July 21, 2013
- Zimmerman’s expression is just like Richard’s November 2011 mug shots July 15, 2013
- Finally healing from the narcissistic abuse and toxic friendship June 27, 2013
- Are my stalkers starting to leave me alone after all? June 17, 2013
- I Have Won this Game with the Narcissists June 9, 2013
- I sense another wave of narcissistic attack coming my way….. June 3, 2013
- Jeff Dunn’s “Playing God with Tornadoes,” and trying to hold to faith when filled with doubt May 31, 2013
- Progress Report on Inching Along with Healing Over Cluster B Abuse May 27, 2013
- Triggered by Tonight’s Breaking Amish: Kim raging at Sabrina: Reminder of Cluster B Rages May 27, 2013
- Extroverts bullying introverts; also, Letting go of Richard because he could not accept me as an introvert May 23, 2013
- So my blog stalkers are still stalking…..First Anniversary of Being “Found” May 14, 2013
- Defanging the Narcissist May 11, 2013
- Dodging a Bullet: Friends of Narcissists Who Are Also Narcissists: Or, Discovery on Richard’s Friend Chris May 11, 2013
- And Today Was a Good Day…. April 28, 2013
- A return to a peaceful spirit as my stalkers are defanged at last; also, glad to see my blog back! April 21, 2013
- Taking Back My Power At Last March 26, 2013
- Reflections on Emily Yoffe’s article: Why I keep perseverating on the abuse, and why forgiving the abusers may be unneeded March 25, 2013
- Maybe this time the stalkers will stay away? March 21, 2013
- Wasted Years Mourning a Narcissist: Reclaiming Our Lost Selves and Thriving March 13, 2013
- More Support of me having the right to go to the church when abused March 9, 2013
- Marking another anniversary: abuse reports; my story of reporting child abuse; also, take courage when you witness child abuse March 4, 2013
- Poem: Killing the pain of loving a narcissist March 2, 2013
- The Hypnotism Conversation with Richard: Things Narcissists Do February 24, 2013
- Catching FLEAS from Narcissists and Abusers February 24, 2013
- “As I Write, You Disappear” February 18, 2013
- Deceived: About Toxic “Best” Friends February 13, 2013
- Seeing Abuser is Rough for Abuse Victims, Especially When Abusers & Enablers Blame the Victim: Annie’s Mailbox February 10, 2013
- Working on Releasing the Anger/Pain/Depression Toward My Stalkers February 8, 2013
- Svengalis, Love Bombing, Hypnotism, and Narcissists February 6, 2013
- Trauma Bonding: This must be my problem with breaking the connection to my stalkers February 2, 2013
- Poisonous Friend: Dedicated to my Stalkers February 2, 2013
- Trying to Explain the Wreck of My Faith to a Worried Husband January 28, 2013
- Freaked out by spotting my blog stalker on the street just now January 25, 2013
- On Lost Friendship, God, Hell, and Repentance January 19, 2013
- It’s Perfectly Normal to Dread Seeing Abusers Again January 12, 2013
- Why post abuse stories? (Was: Wondering if my blog stalkers will read about Phil now….) January 3, 2013
- Working on Healing from Richard and Tracy’s Damage…Day by Day, Crawling Upwards December 31, 2012
- How Extrovert Misunderstanding Turns Into Abuse–And Why Introverts/Extroverts Need to UNDERSTAND Each Other December 28, 2012
- Why My Stalkers’ Threat is Bogus: Going to my Priest is Well Within My Rights December 23, 2012
- Toxic Mix of Abusers and Introverts December 22, 2012
- St. Maximos: What separates us from the love of friends…. December 21, 2012
- Female Friends Chased Off by Controlling Girlfriends/Wives: I’m Not the Only One: Monday’s Annie’s Mailbox December 19, 2012
- Defamation and the Abuse Blogger: I’m Safe and Here’s Why December 19, 2012
- An Abuser’s Lies Are Demonic December 13, 2012
- A Good Day for Healing from Abuse December 11, 2012
- Why I Blog About My Depression–Even While Watched by the Ones Who Caused It (My Blog Stalkers) December 10, 2012
- Wives Abusing Husbands, Husbands Abusing Wives December 10, 2012
- Journey to Healing: Things Are Looking Up Socially….. December 9, 2012
- Poking Fun at Creepy Blog Stalkers December 7, 2012
- Just Had Another Dream About Richard….I wake up and it’s just a dream….I Hate These Things December 4, 2012
- Declaration of Freedom From Tracy’s Power Over Me December 2, 2012
- Another Survivor Whose Abuser Found Her Blog December 1, 2012
- Just found a blog by someone in my situation: struggling to get over an N friend December 1, 2012
- Why I Struggle to Let Go of Richard; Also, Musings on NVLD/Asperger’s November 26, 2012
- As I Witnessed, Abusers Control Spouse’s Friends/Family November 18, 2012
- Why Abuse Victims *Should* Blog November 16, 2012
- Grief Continues Over False Friend November 12, 2012
- Blogging as Therapy for the Abused/Bullied: Beginning to Heal from Richard/Tracy Stuff November 5, 2012
- Realizing I Was Used and Manipulated by My “Best” Friend Richard: The Proof Is In The E-Mail October 30, 2012
- My Abusers’ Threats are Empty and Extortion October 28, 2012
- For Fellow Bloggers of Abuse/Narcissistic Experiences: Dealing with Gaslighting Legal Threats October 27, 2012
- Poem about abuse: The Fire Elemental (About Richard/Tracy) October 15, 2012
- Richard: The Collateral Damage October 13, 2012
- Emotional Blackmail October 8, 2012
- Anniversary of the fall of a spiritual mentor October 3, 2012
- Freedom from Richard’s Political Stranglehold August 31, 2012
- About Emerging From Broken: The Confusion Created around Forgiveness Issues August 26, 2012
- From Emerging From Broken: Forgive the Abusers? A bit of a Rant August 25, 2012
- Today’s Fun: Highland Games, Weird Friends August 25, 2012
- You Don’t Have to Dance for Them: Moving On August 24, 2012
- Needing to Feel Safe: Going to same church as abusers August 21, 2012
- Desperate Measures–When Abusers Sense They’re Losing Their Grip on You (About a Luke173 Ministries Article) August 18, 2012
- De Profundis: Oscar Wilde on toxic friendship–Part 2 August 15, 2012
- Isolation of Abuse Victims August 13, 2012
- Existential Crisis and Despair: Loss of God and Friendship (dedicated to Richard) August 11, 2012
- As for my two blog stalkers….. August 9, 2012
- Another Blogger Who Refused to Back Down From Abusers’ Threats July 18, 2012
- How my emotional trauma proves the abuse–and I realize Richard conned me July 14, 2012
- Fighting the Darkness: Breaking the Power of Narcissists July 8, 2012
- I Tell the Forum and Friends That Richard and Tracy Are Stalking Me July 6, 2012
- The Relief of Being With Friends Who Do Not Abuse You July 5, 2012
- And wave to the stalkers…. June 26, 2012
- De Profundis: Oscar Wilde on toxic friendship–Part 1 June 20, 2012
- I Will NOT Be Silent June 19, 2012
- Music’s Painful Associations June 14, 2012
- How DARVO could prove which of us is telling the truth June 13, 2012
- The Difficulties and Rewards of Breaking Ties with Narcissists June 8, 2012
- Book Review: Mysteries of Udolpho by Ann Radcliffe–Part 1 June 4, 2012
- I’m not the only blogger who’s been “found” by the abuser June 3, 2012
- Confronting Your Bully/Abuser June 2, 2012
- How Abusers End Up Blaming You June 1, 2012
- This Blog is Shut Down. May 29, 2012
- Further abused by my abusers when I stuck up for myself May 27, 2012
- My Answer to Richard and Tracy’s Narcissistic E-mail May 27, 2012
- Richard and Tracy are stalking me online and at church May 27, 2012
- Now I’m Being Stalked. May 27, 2012
- Richard & Tracy Have Been Banned. May 25, 2012
- This Blog is No Longer Safe. May 21, 2012
- Richard and/or Tracy were here. May 20, 2012
- Hm. The abusers found my blog. May 12, 2012
- Recall Primary Tomorrow–and how this nastiness is affecting friendships May 7, 2012
- What if The Abusers Changed? April 19, 2012
- Fighting the Darkness: Fear of Death March 26, 2012
- Fighting the Darkness: Can I Trust Social Services and the Courts? March 22, 2012
- Triggers March 19, 2012
- Blogging the Parasite out of my Head: Writing about the abuse March 13, 2012
- Finding out people you love have a dark side March 12, 2012
- Whether and when to forgive an abuser March 2, 2012
- On Being Judged for Shyness February 29, 2012
- No epilogue of healing–yet February 27, 2012
- Contemplating the evils of jealousy and abuse January 16, 2012
- Struggling to get past the abuse January 15, 2012
- Was he abused or a narcissist? January 14, 2012
- Richard the child choker January 13, 2012
- Why I could not get over this a**hole January 12, 2012
- Richard is also violent January 11, 2012
- Tracy refuses to apologize January 10, 2012
- Tracy crazy-makes me January 9, 2012
- Tracy’s abuse of Richard and the children January 8, 2012
- Hoarder houseguests January 7, 2012
- Tracy’s need to control everyone January 6, 2012
- Richard gets too friendly January 5, 2012
- Bullied for being shy and quiet January 4, 2012
- The abuser refuses to feel remorse January 3, 2012
- The abuser hangs out of a van window January 2, 2012
- The bullying, abusive wife January 1, 2012
- The elusive bosom friend December 30, 2011
- Fighting the Darkness: Mutual Friends with the Abusers December 21, 2011
- Fighting the Darkness: Newspaper Blurb: Richard’s Conviction (Child Abuse Charges) November 11, 2011
- Fighting the Darkness: Stockholm Syndrome? November 10, 2011
- Fighting the Darkness: Seeing the abuser again November 4, 2011
- Fighting the Darkness: Healing can take a long time (Healing from abuse) October 25, 2011
- The Light is Shining Through–Finding Faith Again After the Fall of a Spiritual Mentor: Fighting the Darkness October 4, 2011
- “The Third Man” and having to report a friend August 18, 2011
- Musings June 21, 2011
- Three things that scare me…. June 8, 2011
- Thinking of celebrating the first anniversary of friendship crash and burn June 1, 2011
- Can we destroy something God put in place? February 13, 2011
- Fighting the Darkness (Depression After Abuse) February 8, 2011
- My NVLD in a nutshell July 2, 2010
- Bullying an Introvert and Probable NVLDer July 1, 2010
- Nyssa’s Conversion Story–Or, how I discovered Holy Orthodoxy: Part 3 January 22, 2009