My Depression after Abuse Repost V1
(Re-Post on my depression after abuse, originally published February 8, 2011. It’s amazing to read this and realize how low I was then, and how much better I feel now.)
Times have gotten so dark lately…..
I used to be obsessed with studying my faith.
Now I don’t even have that anymore because the person who led me into the truth I’d been searching for, my spiritual mentor, the source of spiritual knowledge, wisdom and help–
turned around and betrayed me, and their spouse bullied and then verbally abused me (such horrid, horrid words) over misunderstandings–
and they both just kept excusing and justifying it, making me wonder what kind of people can excuse such things…….
Then it all fell apart, they don’t seem to care if I’m alive anymore, my faith is in shatters, and I have these terrible headaches that just won’t–go–away!
How can God give me this friend in answer to prayer and use this friend to lead me into truth and then take the friend away again in such horrible circumstances? How can this have happened?
Or is there no God to have done any of it? Or does he just not care? It’s hard to even get myself to pray or read my Bible……………Continue Reading “Fighting the Darkness”